23/11/10

An empty night, an empty room with an empty heart.. i'm all alone, the night sky are covered up by rain cloud. i love stars.. perhaps even they know that what i feel tonite but not you. i decided to keep all my feelings juz for myself.. perhaps it would be such a good idea that bound between you and me. My situation are exactly like the moon above, surrounded by thousands of stars yet it still alone itself. I mentally tired. Even though i tried so hard to make me busy so that i wouldnt have time to eventually miss you.. but when night sky falls.. the feeling keep coming back to me.. i just hope that you'll be fine and i know you will.. and the reasons absolutely wouldnt bcoz of me.. well, mayb im stupid or else stubborn just to said tis "when you are lonely, remember it's true, somebody somewhere is thinking of you" I had tis in mind that If I hadn't met you, I wouldn't like you. If I hadn't liked you, I wouldn't love you. If I wouldn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do and I will. I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care, I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there. I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you're doing, but I can't help it.. perhaps im juz weak..